feeling 9/11

This 2 weeks I was texts too much. Sorry. I had wait 2 weeks only for 1 text from u. Now I realize that I'm silly or stupid. Sometimes I don't know how to handle every fight we're going to have, and I will never be a perfect person. As I know every relationship have too many fights, arguments, misunderstandings, forgiveness and sorry. That all is sacrifices and tiredness will makes relationship stronger. But why it doesn't happen to us? Why our relationship turn to be complicated?